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‘Shoot me.’ That’s what he was mouthing. I was supposed to shoot him! That was my job. That was our unspoken promise, all of us, to one another. And I didn’t do it and now the Capitol will kill him or torture him or hijack him or— the cracks begin opening inside me, threatening to break me into pieces. Mockingjay p.344

I start screaming for Gale. I can’t find him in the throng, but he will know what I want. A good clean shot to end it all. Only there’s no arrow, no bullet. Is it possible he can’t see me? No. Above us, on the giant screens placed around the City Circle, everyone can watch the whole thing being played out. He sees, he knows, but he doesn’t follow through. Just as I didn’t when he was captured. Sorry excuses for friends. Both of us.   I’m on my own. Mockingjay p.374




#my gifs the hunger games *thg thgedit gale hawthorne katniss everdeen these scenes give me physical chest pains because this was the last straw they had to hold onto the hope that at least they could always count on each other through out their adolescence they had that one constant that remained no matter what else went on in in their lives they always had each other no matter what they always believed the other would be there through thick and thin. and they always were they were more than friends; they were hunting partners they helped keep each others family alive and helped each other in more ways than i can count and then the war comes and it takes everything from them even that one thing they always thought they would have throughout all that happened during and after the games they had each other to count on and now the war has taken that too and it hurts so much that this was the ending they got not because i was adamant about them ending up together... even as a galeniss shipper i had no such hope towards the end but that this was what they were left with... empty farewells and broken promises... in a sense i find this the most saddening thing of all because you can see the last pieces of the two of them crumble to bits and pieces and they have no idea how to put them together because you cannot repair what was once broken no matter how hard you try brb retreating to my cave listening to boxcar on repeat and sobbing for the rest of the night in which emma has feels over fictional characters mockingjay and the fact that when gale gives peeta his nightlock he says 'i've got katniss' because they still couldn't let go of the promises they made even towards the end

Sorrow that put me on the pills,
It’s in my honey, it’s in my milk.
Don’t leave my hyper heart alone
On the water,
Cover me in rag and bones, sympathy.
Cause I don’t wanna get over you.
I don’t wanna get over you.





The Peacekeepers are back too soon and Gale asks for more time, but they’re taking him away and I start to panic. “Don’t let them starve!”
   “I won’t! You know I won’t! Katniss, remember I —” he says, and they yank us apart and slam the door and I’ll never know what it was he wanted me to remember.
- The Hunger Games p.40